Wednesday, March 26, 2014

The Empty Picture (Short Story)


            The attack was over in seconds. Then he picked me up from the ground, a pool of blood from where I was just lying. A few weeks earlier I had taken pictures of Dominic Richards and his crew doing a “job”. I was heading to the police station when his crew found me and took me to him, where I was beaten up pretty good before he came into the room.

 “Are these the only copies?” His tone was gentler than I expected.

“And what if they aren’t you going to kill me so they don’t get around?”

“Ha-ha you sure have some balls kid. If I wanted to kill you I would have. So I’ll ask again are there any more copies?”

I spit the blood and saliva that had been collecting in my mouth into his face.

 “No there aren’t any more now let me go!”

He dropped me onto the floor with a loud thud. Slowly he got into his suit and I saw the holsters around his side holding two sliver pistols. I thought that was the end. He pulled out a handkerchief and whipped his face. A glare of anger was shot down at me.

 “Leave> I’m going to teach this maggot a lesson!”

His goons left the room and it was just us, his dark locks hanging in his face, the slight smile he had as he walked over to the door and locked it. He was beautiful for a guy. He walked calmly back over to me and bent down to look me in the face. He had his hand on my chin so I couldn't look away. His blue eyes were like ice cutting into my soul.

"So, maggot, you've got the balls to spit in my face and think you'll get away with it. I thought you would have been smarter than that. I was going to let you go pay you off to keep your mouth shut, but you had to fight back. Now I have to figure out something to do with you that you’re not going to like John.”

“How do you know my name?" I asked.

He had stood back up and grabbed his lighter from his jacket pocket along with something shiny. He was heating it up until it was burning red. Walking over to me he pinned me down quickly. He lifted up what was left of my shirt and burned a D.R, for Dominic Richards, into my skin. I didn't dare scream or tear up; I wouldn't let this monster see me like that.

 "You'll just have to stick around and see slave. Now won't you be a good boy for me?"

Monday, March 24, 2014

You Don't Know Anything


You don't know anything You don't know anything You don't know anything about me Once it starts, it never stops Discipline, it's all I'm not Can't help myself, you listening? Why can't I say just what I want? You don't know anything No, you don't know anything about me Steady damage, cross the line What's become clearly defined
Steady damage, cross the line What's become clearly defined Chain me up, hold me down Just let me go, there's always more I want it all excluding you Losing control, so construed
You don't know anything No, you don't know anything about me Steady damage, cross the line
What's become clearly defined Steady damage, cross the line What's become clearly defined All that is done is left behind You had it all now I got mineI can't wait to see your face when I make it without you
Nothing seems to go your away, you'll never amount to Get away, get away from meGet away (never amount to)
Get away, get away from meGet away (never amount to shit Steady damage, cross the line What's become clearly definedSteady damage, cross the lineWhat's become clearly definedYou don't know anything

Monday, March 10, 2014

Infection


The infection spreads through my veins moving slowly through like a dark sludge. There is no escape from this. All I can do is hold on until he gets here for me like he promised he would. I tried so hard to escape my fate. The last thing I wanted to do was leave him here alone in the war between all of us. I don’t know if I can hold on anymore I’m feel so heavy my heartbeat is fading. I know I’m going to die. Just a little long I tell myself until he gets here. I see him in the distance running towards me covered in blood no matter. I’m slipping away it won’t be much longer. He lunges to the ground holding me in his arms. I hold him tight against me whispering with my final breath “Live because I will be back for you. Live because I cannot, because I love you.” As I go I hear his screams I fall into darkness, but I  find peace knowing our love will bring us back together one day.

Monday, March 3, 2014

Devouring Hearts Dream

Devouring the dreams I had the nightmares to he left me with nothing.
He dropped my heart on the ground like nothing had ever happened. He took my everything away. He left me with a hole in my chest bleeding and nowhere to go I couldn’t go back and I couldn’t go forward not until I got my revenge. He had been sitting in his corner of despair wanting more victims to come into his pit of internal darkness. I sank my teeth into his heart killed his victims so he couldn’t feed on their misery. For that’s all he wanted misery. Well all I wanted is his blood to flow like a river and take him to the darkness he showed me. His pit would be his distortion if I had anything to do it and I did. I took him to hell for that’s all he showed me was hell.

Love/Hate


I hate you for the sacrifices you made of me. I hate you for every time you ever bled for me. I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me. I hate you for never taking control of me. I hate you for always saving me from myself. I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else. I hate you for always being pulled me back from the edge. I hate you for every good word you’ll ever said
I'll bleed you dry now Blood, blood, blood, pumped mud through my veins. Shut your dirty, dirty mouth. It’s not that easy. Blood, blood, blood, pumping mud through my veins.  If I'm a dirty, dirty girl. I want it filthy. I love you for everything you ever took from me. I love the way you dominate and you violate me. I love you for every time you gave up on me. I love you for the way you look when you lie to me. I love you for never believing in what I say. I love you for never once getting me my way. I love you for never being delivered from pain. I love you for always driving me insane. I’ll bleed you dry now
Blood, blood, blood, pump mud  through my veins. Shut your dirty, dirty mouth. I'm not that easy. Blood, blood, blood, pump mud through my veins. I'm a dirty, dirty girl. I want it filthy.

Save Me.


If I walk through the shadows will there be no light?
If I take your hand will it give me a fright?
Can you tell me kind sir?
Can you tell if I’m alone and lost?
That I’ve wept and lost myself.
Is there no end to the suffering I face?
It’s as if you’ve gone without a trace though.
Locked up and now alone.
Can I be saved?
If no one has ever stayed can I still survive?
Saved by some and lost by many.

We are people


In high school many think they are alone and not here. We all have faces and that make us a group of never ending life. We will make it through all the drama, pain, happy, and suffering. We are all people and we all deserve to treated as such. We all have faces, We all have feelings so lets make everyone feel as though they are wanted just as we want to be wanted ourselves.