My Enemies

I am an enemy of everything My life is not for sale My heart is in this fight forever What can you take from me? When there’s not a single fucking day  I haven’t fought to stay alive? We’re finding hope in the hopeless I am still their voice that gets stuck in your head I am me And I have come to fucking scare you to death Because that’s what you deserve you disgusting piece of shit I know the only words that you have for me Are give up and get out You'd like to think that we've been beaten But we're here to stay  Forever and always Every single day Not giving up,  Living up all my dreams So go ahead and look like I’m inferior Condescension, Suffering, Callousness and Loathing Are the badges I have earned for my cause And I am finding hope within hatred A reason to persist, to push past everything We are here And we have come to scare you to death Because that’s what you deserve You fucking fake ass hypocrites I know the only words that you have for me Are give up and get out You'd like to think that we've been beaten But we're here to stay Forever and always So loud  We are the ones that you pushed away For drowning your voice out You’d like to think We've been defeated, But we’re here to stay Forever and always We've been through everything And we all have our scars We may be broken but you can’t kill all of us Think before you fucking speak I am no villain, think before you fucking speak People fear what they don’t understand And so now beauty has become the fucking beast I said go fuck yourself!  I know the only words that you have for me Are give up and get out You’d like to think That we've been beaten but we’re here to stay Forever and always So Loud We are the ones that you pushed away For drowning your voice out You’d like to think We've been defeated,  But we’re here to stay Forever and always

Allow Me To Dream

Allow me to dream for that’s all I have. No one to see nor to hear me. You can’t possibly know what it is to be me. How could you? You’re Mrs. Right while I am just alone in the dark left with my demons to desperately trying to live without a reason to play but yet isn’t that the reason all together. Without consequence can’t I fly. So hard to see. If I am dark then light me up and take me away.

What's To Become

Can you tell me what is to become of this? What will happen when I’m gone? Never again can I be reminded of the pain, torture, and misery you left me. To burry what once was you and me. Taking these chains away shall I awake form what I know or stay in the unreality of us. Tell me when it ends. For I know not when to run.

I'm Lost

I’m lost I don’t know where I am. Dark and alone I stand. Haunted by you, taken by you. Ripped apart by your ice cold heart. You’ve destroyed what little I had left. Helpless and fearful I run from the never ending pain and monsters you sent after me. While feeding off the pain and misery of other I will never be found.

I wish

I wish and wish upon a star to see the no longer to know when to run from my fright. To be beautiful and dream. Can’t you tell? Can’t you see?

To have you

Once I saw you I knew I must have you. Take you, trap you. Keep you to myself. For your beauty was unmatched to your kindness to everyone and everything. But could you love someone no a beast like me. I’ll take you away from everyone you love but also every judging eyes that have been laid on you. You’ll have nothing worth meaning to your life. For when I take you know I love you. Don’t let your fear of how I look and what I did destroy your beauty and kindness. I’d hate to throw something so amazing away because that would be my hellish nightmare.

The Rejects

How do you know?

Can you understand the pain?

The darkness of being alone?

A reject through and through.

As I create my own self your programs disolve.

Your perfection has a price and it's your life.