Misserable or Happy your choice

I was told dreams never last. That you only make it when you've accomplished something to everyone else. That it's better to quiet while your ahead. That hope is for fairy tales and childern. The question that comes to my mind after all this is then why is life worth living at this point? If dreams, hopes, accomplishments, and believing in the impossible means your a failure. Then I would rather be a failure and be happy than a perfect robot and be misserable. Its all about the choices you make and choose to fallow.

A loosing battle?

Standing where no one can see you hidden from all. Misunderstood and traped it seems. Nothing at all could possibly matter anymore right? I hate feeling like this I'm so tired of trying to fight this. The more I had the more I realize I'm loosing, but the battle isn't over yet I shall overcome this.

The Night

To nights the night, the night when we are going back, back to the days of chaos cheering through the crowds taking the nightmares away. We tried a different way being as the others halos above are heads running around sweetly through the meadows.  Now that we know what we lost through the change we are going back to the way things used to be. Causing your worst nightmares to run away from us. Saying goodbye to those we had meet through the eyes of the innocent and hopeful was difficult, but a necessary action to go back to are flames of chaos that we missed so much. The angels where fun to dance in the day, but we demons dance in the flames cheering on what is taken from others. The angels have the light we have the dark. Feeding on how good life feels. We may be demons but we  know how to protect from the nightmares that protrude into your life taking your sanity.

One month with you

04/14/14 The day you asked me to prom.

04/19/14 Our first date, slow song, and kiss.

04/22/14 The day asked me to be you girlfriend.

04/25/14 The day you protected me from my brothers words.

04/29/14 The day I meet your mom and was scared but you were there.

05/08/14 The day you stole my heart just by saying YOU LOVED ME.

05/11/14 The day you looked me in the eyes and called me beautiful and I believed it.

05/16/14 The day I realized I never wanted to loose you.

Every day you remind me that I am beautiful, smart, kind and most importantly LOVED. Sense meeting you I’m not depressed.

05/22/14 Will be our month of being together and already you’ve made me fall for you.

Untiltled

I wish you could see the pain you've caused me. Taken and thrown away at such a young age. Tried to see the light only to be tossed back inside. So alone and forgotten you've left me here to drown in your lies. Not to be carried away and loved, but to be tossed aside and destroyed