Seeing Tomorrow

Tomorrow is today as I wait for thee, but I am never to be seen again. Lost and alone I find my pleasure measuring up to my despair. If only you could have found me. Instead you left me here to rot by myself. You said "God would save me if I was truly savable." but what sins have I committed for this punishment to live and die alone. Was it a sin to love you, to show you compassion, to hold you in my arms while you wept no, but it was a sin to love you. If I would have not loved you I would be in the garden of my own helping the roses awaken from there slumber. I might not see tomorrow, but neither will you. (To be continued maybe tell me what you think.)

Can I be fixed?

Don't be afraid of the darkness.
Allow yourself to be hopeful.
Don't worry we can harness.
The pleasure of this pain.

Together I had us pared forever.

Until the day came where you left.

Sorrow and despair took over.

I can't be helped anymore.

Broken and forgotten.

Here I will rote away into nothing.

Every time I see you I break.

You've taken everything.

You've taken nothing.

You've taken something from my everything and turned it into nothing.

Can I be fixed?

Once upon a time

Once upon a time I swore you would have done anything

Long before I knew that no one could care.

Once upon a time you swore you could be saved.

Long before you took it all away. 

You blamed it all on the world.

It tore you apart.

Down this dark hole you traveled all alone.

Never knowing where to go.

Once upon a time I swore I had you.

Having everything tore it all apart.

Years before they took everything that I cared for.

Once upon a time I swore we had everything.

Before I got the clue.

How could I have ever known.

I'd be torn apart from everything I'd ever known.

Once upon a time I had a heart

Before you tore it all apart.

I might not know where I'm going, but I do know where I've been.

Once upon a time..